Wow.. So much has happened through this week. Lily is still critical in hospital; i have spent the majority of my spare time over there. While it was indeed only a minor rupture to her liver, it is in a pretty critical area, and as such she needed an operation to her liver last night; im still waiting for news. Not only that, but i have been arguing repeatedly with my parents throughout the week; and things are so bad now between me and my mum that i dont know if it can ever be repaired. Plus i have my first A Level tomorrow. General Studies. I have barely done anything for it, mainly through all the other stuff i have to deal with.

What my second highest concern is at the moment is my friend; who is still struggling to cope with everything she is going through. Things may get better for her tomorrow, but im really scared for her. However, she at the moment is one of the only inspirations for me at the moment; her courage and resilence is inspiring me to hold on. I just pray that she and lily recover soon.